And I’m sick of the ‘I have no gas’ excuse for us not being to hangout. I’m always making the plans and what we should do. I don’t even feel like we’re a couple anymore. Like you said, just friends or something.

I feel like shit for not being able to get my boyfriend his present for our two years on time, but he’s not even getting me anything… so like wtf? :( this makes me feel like even more shit. I can’t help that I can’t get him it! And he’s making me feel bad. If I could I’d give him so much. But I don’t have a job and my parents are broke. I’m a horrible girlfriend. Hello fucking depression, suicidal thoughts, and feeling worthless. Sorry, I’m a fuck up.
